Trying times

It has been a time. Today was better for a little while and then got worse.  I had to have emergent back surgery last week.  I'm on a ton of drugs including Prednisone which has just pushed me over the edge with family. Short temper, outbursts, tears, pain.. you name it I got it.  I'm in my room trying to figure out what to do since I can't seem to stop crying.  Suggestions? Well.. look for me to snap out of it very soon cause if I don't  it's trouble. Love and hugs.